well....nothing much happen today....

Just realised that i haven't edited my personal profile for quite some time already...

been feling unhappy the whole day because of my bf again. caz he work until very late last night then very tired....thikning about how much that he has thinned in such a short while (his jeans is loose)and the even more dramatica change through the year....guess if his parents knew that he is doing thi job to try to stay in Singapore to accompany me, they will probably hate me =<

now i really think that being a housewife is not a bad idea. given my personality, i think at the very most i can only be part time house wife. but ya...i think that it would be nice to take good care of my hubby from as many aspects as possible. he's put in so much for me...i really want to do a lot for him but right now it is still pretty much lmited. maybe we will consider ROM next yr around my birthday, that way, he is not obliged to follow through with this boss.

you like the US TV series, Desprerate housewives? i love it. i guess besides all the juicy gossips that are entwined into the characters of the show, i huess, the people who watch it find some kind of similarities between the characters and themselves despite the nationality or ethnicity(hopefully i spell it right) etc etc....like i sometimes wish to be like Bree, a perfectionist which is one of my personality traits. but in the struggle to be perfect, it is realy tiring and hard to try to be the best when there is no best to speak of. kinda ironic but this is really a mental struggle sometimes that i think i am going mad at times. then i wish that i was like Gabrielle, hot but think its kinda hard....but just fantasizing. i liekt he why Lynette is, both mum n wife but as u can see there are hipcups but it is possi;be to make things work.....

k now...tok another...gtg bath eat, study study n more studying!!!